Didn't Even Know

I hope that I get to spend 30 years sleeping my bed

That's a long and happy life; memory left in my head but

How your breath tastes, and where will we go?

Why it never really worked are some things

I will never know

We can talk and talk for hours and use all the best words

About your problems and your dad and how you fit into the world and

I can love you. I can take it slow

I can try and try and try but

I will never really know

So when you threw it in my face like that it took me by surprise

I thought that I was innocent for tears in your eyes

I have always wanted to be alone

The hills are burning, my friends are crying and

I didn't even know

There's some things I will never know

I didn't even know

I didn't even know