Gorgeous

Twist the knife

Dig deeper into my skin

I can't feel you

I want to watch the sweat roll past your eyes

I want to know you deserve this

Praying the sky would fall down on me

Obliterate me entirely

Begging a god who don't know me for swift relief

That's when they answered me

And I took that jagged pill

Took a look inside and I saw myself

For who I really was

Either burning bridges or choking on dust

Filling this void with synthetics

Bury my head in the sand

Made me so apathetic

But the feeling's gorgeous

Standing at the edge of it all

Can I wash away this pain if I fall

And now my body is empty

Free from this flesh and bone

No longer begging on bent knees

Exit the machine

The gravity of everything unsaid

Pulling me under hanging by a thread

Was all this sweat really worth this?

I honestly ain't found one shred of purpose

And I'm all over the map

I gave up searching when my eyes turned black

Tear my apart, leave me hear

For the worms in the dirt

Crawling out from underneath this high

Vision blurry, stare you in the eyes

Begging for you to twist the knife