God

God, You've let me down

Thought I knew you once before in a small town

God, are you here?

Did you grow tired of the show?

And so you chose to go away

God, do you watch me cry?

Thought I saw you once before in my sister's eyes

Time heals everything

Or at least that's what they say

Though it's never felt that way to me

You're not real

What did it all mean?

All my life, it was nothing as it seemed

I saw Tom breaking by when he was

Dreaming of the day, when it would just end

No, nothing but a dream

You said, "Believe you are led

By the map in your head"

But there's no signs

All for nothing, all for myself

You pinch me, saying that the dream won't help

And there's never enough light in day

To help the darkness find its way

Out