I Hate The Sun

It's not like I don't wanna go outside

It's not like I don't wanna feel the light

But every time I do, I feel more lonely

The corners of my room, they really know me

Part of me is scared of what I'm like

'Cause even when I go to close my eyes

Darkness is my favourite kinda daydream

And I don't ever see myself escaping

Oh, I don't know why

But I hate the sun

It makes me feel guilty

Nobody wants somebody who's empty

I try to be better, but trying won't make me less numb

'Cause I'm like the clouds

The grey and the heavy

Shut everyone out till nobody gets me

Will they be sat at my funeral saying how she was no fun?

'Cause I hate the sun

It's not like I don't wanna be okay

It's not like I'll be happy when it rains

But every time it does it kinda saves me

At least I'm not the only one that's breaking

I don't wanna spend every day of my life

Crying in bed as I'm cursing the clear blue sky

But in the end I always say the same thing

Oh, I don't know why

But I hate the sun

It makes me feel guilty

Nobody wants somebody who's empty

I try to be better, but trying won't make me less numb

'Cause I'm like the clouds

The grey and the heavy

Shut everyone out till nobody gets me

Will they be sat at my funeral saying how she was no fun?

'Cause I hate the sun

I wanna lie here on my own

I wanna dance inside my storm

It's such a perfect day to find myself alone

'Cause I hate the sun

It makes me feel guilty

Nobody wants somebody who's empty

I try to be better, but trying won't make me less numb

'Cause I'm like the clouds

The grey and the heavy

Shut everyone out till nobody gets me

Will they be sat at my funeral saying how she was no fun

Only remembered for everything I could've done

'Cause I hate the sun