Paralyzed

I still remember the night you went away

I think about it every night and everyday

I don't wanna be alone inside this place again

I wanna hear you call, I wanna hear your name

I think i'm going back to drinking, go insane

I don't ever wanna play this game of blame

And I

I've been so paralyzed

I can't get you out of my mind

I go down with my own demise

So when you come back to me, I just want the fame

My heart is bleeding when I hear your voice again

Does truly no one understand this numbing pain of blame

So baby do tell me what you want from me

Singing all these sweet songs

It's a casualty

I just wanna go back

To the sunset in your eyes

And I

I've been so paralyzed

I can't get you out of my mind

I go down with my own demise

And I

I've been so paralyzed

I can't get you out of my mind

I go down with my own demise

And I don't smile

All of the times anymore

I just want you to lay right next to me

On the cold hard floor

And I lose control

I've been through it all

In an endless void I fall

I've been struggling to see

That you really needed me

Tell me what you want me to be

I know you want to be free

And I

I've been so paralyzed

I can't get you out of my mind

I go down with my own demise

And I

I've been so paralyzed

I can't get you out of my mind

I go down with my own demise