I still remember the night you went away
I think about it every night and everyday
I don't wanna be alone inside this place again
I wanna hear you call, I wanna hear your name
I think i'm going back to drinking, go insane
I don't ever wanna play this game of blame
And I
I've been so paralyzed
I can't get you out of my mind
I go down with my own demise
So when you come back to me, I just want the fame
My heart is bleeding when I hear your voice again
Does truly no one understand this numbing pain of blame
So baby do tell me what you want from me
Singing all these sweet songs
It's a casualty
I just wanna go back
To the sunset in your eyes
And I
I've been so paralyzed
I can't get you out of my mind
I go down with my own demise
And I
I've been so paralyzed
I can't get you out of my mind
I go down with my own demise
And I don't smile
All of the times anymore
I just want you to lay right next to me
On the cold hard floor
And I lose control
I've been through it all
In an endless void I fall
I've been struggling to see
That you really needed me
Tell me what you want me to be
I know you want to be free
And I
I've been so paralyzed
I can't get you out of my mind
I go down with my own demise
And I
I've been so paralyzed
I can't get you out of my mind
I go down with my own demise
