The Cue

I guess I didn't notice the shift I wouldn't have been so nice Last saw you at Barton Everything felt alright As much as I hate your guts I think of you all the time You got under my skin I let you, how asinine When will I learn? It's always the same It's not fun anymore I don't like this kind of pain And I think I deserved a kinder goodbye Guess I'm unworthy, at least in your eyes I wish I never took the bait, wish I never got high Should've washed you away while I still had time I mean, look at me now I wish I could cry, get it all out Go on and find the next guy I should've washed you away I should've washed you away I don't think I did you wrong It's hard not to blame myself It's all that I've got 'Cause you never said how you felt Why does it hurt? Why am I mad? It's been enough time And you sure weren't the best I've had Still, I think I deserved a kinder goodbye Guess I'm unworthy, at least in your eyes I wish I never took the bait, wish I never got high Should've washed you away while I still had time I mean, look at me now I wish I could cry, get it all out Go on and find the next guy I should've washed you away I should've washed you away How many times will I, I miss the cue And I'll take it too far 'til there's nothing else to do? I could've left, kept on going, could've saved myself some time You could've told me, said it straight, I mean shit, you could've lied I wouldn't care, I'm better off, at least then I would've known Instead of picking at the carnage, like a vulture in the snow And I'm embarrassed, mortified, that I'm even saying later 'Cause I was being nice, and now it's too late to be mad I deserved a kinder goodbye Guess I'm unworthy, at least in your eyes I wish I never took the bait, wish I never got high Wish I washed you away while I still had time I mean, look at me now I wish I could cry, get it all out Go on and find the next guy I should've washed you away I should've washed you away