The Last Man I Loved

I really thought

You wouldn't break my heart

You just had that look to you

It was dark, I could see someone's TV behind venetian blinds

Your nose ring in that glimmering light of Storms and Saints

Always reminds me of you

It's the flaws I remember, arcades and Twin Peaks

And the thing you said to me in the car

Driving through Japan

I guess four years now have passed

I've loved men before and I loved men after

I really thought

You were a light in the dark

Golden curls and '70s clothes

When we kissed, we were standing in old book stores

I had barely just met you

And you walked me through the colorful streets

Eating melon in the park I was reading, you were sleeping

I was dreaming of the future we could have

It's these days

I remember the gigs and the moon

And the hill I'd walk everyday just thinking of you

The friends and the bars and that red vintage suit

That you took off of me laying on top of you

It's the ice cubes

The one fork you had at your house

The bus to New York and the nights out on town

I never thought anyone would bring me that kind of laughter

But I loved men before and I loved men after

I kinda knew

You looked like bad news

I called you trouble

We both saw double

You tried to tell the truth

I shushed you with a kiss

"I don't need to know," I whispered

My lips on your neck

You said I was driving you crazy

Laughing dangerously

I dove straight for the eye of the storm

But all I remember is

My flask and the ex, and the kinda underwhelming sex

The revenge that I want, the friend that I lost

The nights smoking weed when the delivery guy got lost

The bar brawl, the fact that you didn't know who Nick Cave was

And that it was an iconic comeback, you wannabe rockstar

I love you so much

But I've loved men before and I will love men after you

After you

You won't be the last man I loved

You won't be the last man I loved

The last man I loved

The last man I loved