The More I Know

Slowly figure it out

And push away my doubts

Living like a lie

With the way I feel inside

But you can say that I give up

I put myself to the test

With every ounce of my make-up

I will never rest

The more I care

The desire's no longer there

But it's not fair

The more I know, I can't let go

And I want it more than ever

Now I'm here

It's so unclear

Like I'm running away from my old fear

So are you here?

And should I care?

Scared to realise there's nothing there

Holding onto my breath

Weighing up what's next

I don't need another stress

Waking up depressed

The more I care

The desire's no longer there

But it's not fair

The more I know, I can't let go

And I want it more than ever

Now I'm here

It's so unclear

Like I'm running away from my old fear

So are you here?

And should I care?

Scared to realise there's nothing there

The more I'm wanting something, the more I feel like running

I'm never getting out of this hell

The more I'm wanting something, the more I feel like running

I'm never getting out of this

The more I care

The desire's no longer there

But it's not fair

The more I know, I can't let go

And I want it more than ever

Now I'm here

It's so unclear

Like I'm running away from my old fear

So are you here?

And should I care?

Scared to realise there's nothing there

There's nothing there