Happier

I might be going crazy

Feel like my therapist hates me

He said I'm overdramatic

I only register static

I've been drinking too much coffee

And I can't read a book

Cause I'm addicted to my phone

And I've been trying meditation

Cause I heard it gives you superpowers

But why does every breath feel like I'm drowning?

I'm a mess half of the time

I don't know what's going on in my mind

Oh, I thought I would be happier, be happier by now

I'm a mess half of the time

Try to hide behind a smile

Oh, I thought I would be happier, be happier by now

But when I turn the news on

And see how the world is burning down

God, I feel so ashamed

Of all of my little problems

The other day I had a fight with my dear brother

He said: you're such a hypocrite!

So, I've given up on meditation

Cause obviously it's not working

I'm a mess half of the time

I don't know what's going on in my mind

Oh, I thought I would be happier, be happier by now

I'm a mess half of the time

Try to hide behind a smile

Oh, I thought I would be happier, be happier by now

How the hell did my parents do this?

Having kids at twenty-five

I'm almost thirty and I can barely

Keep my plants alive

I'm a mess half of the time

I don't know what's going on in my mind

And I thought I would be happier, be happier by now

I'm a mess half of the time

Try to hide behind a smile

Oh, I thought I would be happier, be happier by now

Happier, happier, happier, happier by now

Happier, happier, happier, happier by now