I've been conditioned to crave male attention so much to the point of addiction

When I don't get it, it affects my entire fucking day

And I kick myself for it

but I don't know if it's my own fault

or if it's just the product of being a girl in my 20s

But it feels like shallow self sabotage that I can't escape from

Sometimes I'll spill about situations I've gotten into because of my archetype

and I see spite in peoples eyes

but they are looking over the fact that my entire worth has an expiration date in this city

I fall in love 7 times a day

My full time job but I don't get paid

Lead him on but never get him laid

I never want that anyway

I never want that anyway

I never wanted you that way anyway

I fall in love 7 times a day

So caught up so distracted

Dopamine crush

The cycle stays the same

He's making you blush

But the rush is gonna fade

A sip of sabotage to start your morning

Twirl your hair

Then leave him there

Before you mourn him

I fall in love 7 times a day

My full time job but I don't get paid

Lead him on but never get him laid

I never want that anyway

I never want that anyway

I never wanted you that way anyway

I fall in love 7 times a day

I fall in love 7 times a day

my full time job but i dont get paid

lead him on but never get him laid

I never want that anyway