Halothane Dreams

(Woo!)

Blindsided by the pain that left me numb

By myself taking pills, who I've become

I'm fighting with my brain

(Without you there)

Writing letters to my friends on the bathroom floor

Every day is like the same, it's like before

Sleeping pills are my escape

(and I can feel you)

Every time I close my eyes (my eyes)

I see a life that's better than the lies

That I tell myself

Waking up to dread again

Can't get myself out of bed

I see a life that's better than the lies

And I tell myself I'm fine

(Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!)

And I tell myself I'm fine

(Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!)

Told myself that I'll never drown ten feet

But man did I learn I was so fuckin' weak

Words that cut so deep

(Without you there)

Dread again it's creeping in, a toxic friend

By my side until it sends me off the edge

Fill the void with halothane

Every time I close my eyes (my eyes)

I see a life that's better than the lies

That I tell myself

Waking up to dread again

Can't get myself out of bed

I see a life that's better than the lies

And I tell myself I'm

Fine

Cause I'm all alone

And I'm afraid

I'm held up by

My fears again

And I dread that

I will have a setback

When will all this end

Who am I again

Every time I close my eyes

I see a life that's better than the lies

That I tell myself

Waking up to dread again

Can't get myself out of bed

I see a life that's better than the lies

And I tell myself I'm fine

(Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!)

And I tell myself I'm fine

(Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!)

And I tell myself I'm

Fine