Agony

(Ooh)

My mind it likes

A challenge it thinks

That balance is overrated

(Ooh)

Restless inside

My ego my crimes

I think they might be related

(Ooh)

I tear my hair out tryna

Figure it all out

Thinking my thoughts are so invasive

Nowhere to hide

There's poison inside

Like cyanide

Like cyanide

Open up my mouth

Let the chaos out

If I don't I'll suffocate

When in pain I can't

Let the crisis go to waste

Am I addicted to the agony?

I'm so committed to catastrophe

I like it when it hurts

It's better when it burns

Addicted to the agony

Am I addicted to the misery?

I'm so conflicted like there's two of me

Convicted with a curse

For better or for worse

I like it when it hurts

It's better when it burns

Addicted to the agony

Sometimes I lie

To myself deny

That I'm on the verge of breaking

(Ooh)

I sit up high

So I can enjoy

The madness that I created

(Ooh)

Open up my mouth

Let the chaos out

If I don't I'll suffocate

When I'm raising hell

That's the feeling that I chase

Am I addicted to the agony?

I'm so committed to catastrophe

I like it when it hurts

It's better when it burns

Addicted to the agony

Am I addicted to the misery?

I'm so conflicted like there's two of me

Convicted with a curse

For better or for worse

I like it when it hurts

It's better when it burns