Your Clown

I don't know when I got cold

But I'm freezing in my chest

Am I drying up in your words

Or drowning in your subtext

Why do you lie every time

I finally start to lie down

You're calling me up for a laugh

I think I'm just your clown

I'm afraid of hurting

All over again

What's the point of starting something

If it's just gonna end

You're like a sunburn

On my scalp

Getting you was easy

But it hurts to wash you out

You made me scared to trust

A good thing when it came

I make you the villain

But am I at all to blame

I'm afraid of hurting

All over again

What's the point of starting something

If it's just gonna end

And I know if I wanted

I could see you again

But what would be the point

Because you only play pretend

I don't know when I got cold

But I'm freezing in my chest