Trying to Get Herself Back

I’ve been waking up at eleven am

I hope that i can start again refresh it all

Get out of my head

Might’ve been the minus seven

Or that i have not been letting myself breathe

Did i leave the door unlocked

Anxiety is now my clock

The mechanism twisting my insides

Wishing that there was a god

At least so it could spare a thought for me,

Well maybe i

Should cut myself some slack

Cuz i’m not a nervous wreck

I’m not a heart attack

I’m just a girl who’s trying to get herself back, trying to get a

Wink of sleep or sleep all day

And now the skies all blur the same

You said these are something like growing pains

Is it too late to reminisce on all the times it felt like bliss,

Now things have changed

Did you love me all along

It’s hard to tell now that you’re gone

I feel as if i'm emptier inside

Wishing that i wasn’t wrong,

Could go back where we started from,

It’s fine

Maybe i

Should cut myself some slack

Cuz i’m not a nervous wreck

I’m not a heart attack

I’m just a girl who’s trying to get herself back, trying to get herself back

I’ll move nice and slow

In the end i know i’m

Picking up the broken pieces

I need something to believe in

When the fear starts to creep in

Picking up the broken pieces

I need something to believe in