So Self Destructive

I’ve been piecing myself back together

When each of your words slip away slip away

I thought we would be it, we'd be forever

But after the sun came the rain

I know that I'm the one to blame

You’d given me one too many second chances

I took your heart and I held it captive

Oh I twisted in the lies, deception

held too tight left you second guessing

What's more depressing

Is I'm self destructive

So self destructive

And you get caught in the middle

How I'm supposed to love

If I can't help myself a little

Self destructive

Just a little

Just a little

Just a little

Just a little

I've been seeing the glass half empty

When all I see is the mess I've made, mess I've made

I thought we would be it

I had you, you had me but

After the love, came the pain

The sad part is I was to blame

You'd given me one too many second chances

I took your heart and I held it captive

Oh I twisted in my lies, deception

held too tight left you second guessing

What's more depressing

Is I'm self destructive

So self destructive

And you get caught in the middle

How I'm supposed to love

If I can't help myself a little

Self destructive

Just a little

(Self destructive)

Just a little

(Self destructive)

Just a little

Self destructive