Down to the Bottom

Scratching at my skin and Staring off into the distance

No more resilience, indifference

Is driving me insane

Maybe I should stop recounting everything I’ve lost

Light up the fuselage, Self sabotage

Burn me at the stake again

And all I feel right now is pain

Now all I wanna do

Is shrink back down into the shadows

Cos all I feel right now is shame

Because I did it to myself again

I did it to myself again

I did it to myself

It’s a long way down to the bottom and it’s a one way street

It’s a long way down to the gutter from the penthouse suite

It’s a long way down

It’s a long way down

It’s a long way down to the gutter from the penthouse suite

4am again, woken up by the ticking of my brain

Can’t help but beat myself, nobody else Is better at this game

Trapped beneath a cloud, Stuck fast

The thunder growing louder

Crouched down in the undergrowth

In the freezing cold

Drown me in the floods again

And all I feel right now is pain

Now all I wanna do

Is shrink back down into the shadows

Cos all I feel right now is shame

Because I did it to myself again

I did it to myself again

I did it to myself

It’s a long way down to the bottom and it’s a one way street

It’s a long way down to the gutter from the penthouse suite

It’s a long way down

It’s a long way down

It’s a long way down to the gutter from the penthouse suite

I can’t help myself

I don’t wanna fall

No further further further

No further further further

I can’t help myself

I don’t wanna fall

No further further further

How much further must I fall

Cos It’s a long way down to the bottom and it’s a one way street

It’s a long way down to the gutter from the penthouse suite

It’s a long way down

It’s a long way down to the gutter from the penthouse suite