I'm all alone again, i've got no place to go i'm- broken, i can't- control- all of my demons, please don't- let me fall- off of the deep end

My talent and gift is, music and lifting, other people up when they feel like a misfit, i made it my mission- and thought it'd be different than the shitty conditions that I currently live in- after all of the success I had I'm still sad, nothing ever fixed the hole that my chest has, views likes shares never seem to fix shit i might need a refill or a new prescription, i still deal with an eating addiction gotta buy new clothes 'cause the old don't fit me- friends go ghost when I need 'em the most and it's all fake love they won't pick up the phone, what will it take for me to be happy? In the back laughing living a rap dream, if I die I wonder if they'll miss me why waste my breath? It's like no one's listening

I'm all alone again, i've got no place to go i'm- broken, i can't- control- all of my demons, please don't- let me fall- off of the deep end

Yeah, the way i- light up a room when i'm in it the centre of attention, a people's person a person pleaser to ease his tension- infections presence people tend to come my direction, the bottom line it's unlikely that I don't get a mention but I have these tendencies of extroverted energy to overcompensate for the fact that I don't get any peace- i'm my biggest enemy i'm questioning like everything and isolating more than being social it's unsettling- i got all that I need and it's all that I want until I got it, i think I'm broken I'm cupping my face and screaming "Stop it" i seem to focus on negative like defective products, i tend to walk on the edge of it like the center's lava- and i spend a lot of time alone i know I got it on my own i don't think I'll be going out this weekend, and it's impossible to know if Imma conquer this or imma keep on floating 'til I'm off the deep end

I'm all alone again, i've got no place to go i'm- broken, i can't- control- all of my demons, please don't- let me fall- off of the deep end