Silver Lining

Found the basement of rock bottom

Lost it all, except my problems

Got laid off, I moved apartments

Maybe I'm haunted

By thinking nothing lasts

Since my childhood trauma

And things that might go wrong

That I haven't thought of

But maybe I made it through the worst of it

I guess it couldn't get any worse than this

Maybe I'll be fine

I can start all over, get some closure, do a little

More than just survive

Open up the blinds, open up my mind, yeah

Maybe it's just good timing

'Cause I'm not catastrophizing

Or maybe it's just a trick of the lighting

But I'm starting to think I'm finding

A silver lining

Couldn't leave my house for six months

Had to move back in with my parents

Couldn't look at screens, I couldn't sleep

Lost my routine, and now

I need my time alone, and my medication

I don't feel like myself, and I really hate it

But maybe I made it through the worst of it

I guess it couldn't get any worse than this

Maybe I'll be fine

I can start all over, get some closure, do a little

More than just survive

Open up the blinds, open up my mind, yeah

Maybe it's just good timing

'Cause I'm not catastrophizing

Or maybe it's just a trick of the lighting

But I'm starting to think I'm finding

A silver lining

I'm findin, I'm findin

A kind of silver linin

I'm findin, I'm findin

A kind of silver linin

Im less less self-conscious

Cause I've been judged

I smile more often

Cause I cried enough

I set my boundaries

Cause I had none

Wouldn't be who I am

Without who I was

Maybe I'll be fine

I can start all over, get some closure, do a little

More than just survive

Open up the blinds, open up my mind, yeah

Maybe it's just good timing

'Cause I'm not catastrophizing

Or maybe it's just a trick of the lighting

But I'm starting to think I'm finding

A silver lining