Casanova

I woke up with the strangest feeling

Sick to the stomach, heart over-beating

I dreamt last night that I lost you, now I'm wide-eyed and my dreams are coming true

I fucked up and I left you lonely

Now this guilt-ridden anger’s gonna kill me slowly

I realise now, I had a lot to lose and all this time, I was just scared of loving you

Scared of loving you

I’ve thought of running wild, but I'm no Casanova

Just a traveller trying hard to be a better man

Maybe it’s the loss, or the fact I’m getting older

Making it easier for me to understand

That life gets heavy when you’re turnin’ the tide

Take it from a man who's tried to fight and lost a thousand times

There ain’t no second prize

I see you in this home and it’s so hard

All my dad ever asks about is you and my car

The hardest thing I've had to comprehend was waking up and losing my best friend

And that’s a dangerous place to be after dark

So I went looking for comfort in another’s arms

I realised then that what we had was true and the whole damn night, I was just wishing she was you

I’ve thought of running wild, but I’m no Casanova

Just a traveller trying hard to be a better man

Maybe it’s the loss, or the fact I’m getting older

Making it easier for me to understand

That life gets heavy when you’re turnin’ the tide

Take it from a man who's tried to fight and lost a thousand times

There ain’t no second prize

I waste away something I should've been fighting for

While the taste of shame sticks around like it’s got nowhere to go

Worst of all is knowing you’re somewhere out there all alone

Somewhere out there all alone

I’ve thought of running wild, but I’m no Casanova

Just a traveller trying hard to be a better man

Maybe it’s the loss, or the fact I’m getting older

Making it easier for me to understand

That life gets heavy when you’re turnin’ the tide

Take it from a man who's tried to fight and lost a thousand times

There ain’t no second prize