FIGHTER (feat. KAINA)

Me and E-God just fought 'cause he family wouldn't stop talkin'

We neighbors who argued often

I run out joggin', one tossed a jab and I caught him

He threw a left, ain't connect, 'cause I ducked when I came back up

I seen his sister talkin' trash, like, touch my brother I'm beatin' yo' ass

So I fucked her brother up to see what she about, yeah

Walked away and then we noticed that his teeth was out, yeah

She ain't do shit, she just mad we got to see him pout

So me and Cell, we just fought

I was walkin' and then he jogged me

I dropped to the floor while callin' for help

In front of my grandmother's house

The next hit, he punched me, my mouth

I can't believe I'm on the ground

'Cause I tried to hit him, I gambled

I'm ugly, cryin' in public

I'm like, when I get you back you gon' wish that you never touched me

Somehow I never could touch him

Our brothers broke the shit up

And I walked the rest of the day with my head down

Funny how gettin' your ass beat'll spread 'round

But I don't wanna fight no more

'Cause I'm not a fighter, I war no more

I don't wanna fight no more

'Cause I'm not a fighter, I war no more

So me and E-God, we scrap again

Jacob jumped in, I'm handicapped

Manny watched from across the street

Then he ran up and hopped on me

Three on one, they teamin' up, but me, I never think to run

They circlin' around, got me surrounded like police or somethin'

So it's bad enough, they already jumpin' me

Then I see Cell comin', I'm prayin' please don't fuck with me

It's not fair and I think he agrees

So instead of fighting with them, he came and teamed up with me

Me and Grandpa ain't talked since I stopped attendin' the college

He called me, said I'm a scholar, I should be gettin' my doctorate

Or shit, at least in the army, instead chose to hip-hop

But I know how this is gon' end

'Cause I went through this with your father

Me and my girl just fought 'cause I talked before she could talk

She was tellin' a story, I cut her off

With some shit not 'bout the same topic

So she just stopped in the middle before the plot

Hit the rest of the car ride silent, like, you always do this

Like you don't value my thoughts, either that or you too damn stupid

To realize that if you don't hear me out, then I'ma feel muted

You say that you care, well, show it, I'm not askin' a lot

I know you think you listenin', but you just waitin' to talk

My fault

But I don't wanna fight no more

'Cause I'm not a fighter, I war no more

But I don't wanna fight no more

'Cause I'm not a fighter, I war no more

It's harder to love myself when all these people compliment me

Somehow it just remind me what I don't got

But these folks don't care to know

They think you rollin' in the dough

Not realizing your next meal is a 4 for 4

Still feelin' that guilt that Walt never thought to call

Fightin' myself to get out of bed

I'm fightin' myself to get out of bed

Fightin' myself

But I don't wanna fight no more

'Cause I'm not a fighter

Me and all my **** dropped out

Then we drove to Texas, left at Walt's house

Kicked out of the hotel, we all broke

We don't got no mattress, sleep on yo' floor

Me and Grandpa ain't spoke since I dropped out

Make sure on my first tour, stop at his house

I sleep on the hotel, not yo' floor

He tell me that he proud of his boy

I'm not jealous of the boy on the square

Savin' for a round trip, LAX

I just learned the snow is no reward

I slept on the floor at Port Author'

Me and all my **** dropped tears

I been on the floor for a whole year

We all broke

We all broke