3 Moods

I don't know who I see staring back at me

Through the smudges on the mirror

From the the post-it notes that

You didn't mean but I still believe

Why do I hold on when I'm just

Drowning myself in my sleep?

Liked me better back when

You were okay with lying to me

I've only had three moods for two months and one week

Alone and confused, and empty

I've never seen this side of me when I wake up

At three to see if you called me

Your face is still on my home screen

I'm breaking down and breaking up

Where do I go from here?

Pull the calendar down

Full of things I planned for us

That you won't ever know about

How did it seem so real? I can't figure it out

Never been so sure of something

That was burning to the ground

I don't miss you, but I miss who I was

With your arms around me

I've only had three moods for two months and one week

Alone and confused, and empty

I've never seen this side of me when I wake up

At three to see if you called me

Your face is still on my home screen

I'm breaking down and breaking up

Liked me better back when

You were okay with lying to me

I've only had three moods for two months and one week

Alone and confused, and empty

I've never seen this side of me when I wake up

At three to see if you called me

Your face is still on my home screen

I'm breaking down and breaking up