Heavy

(One, two)

Yeah-yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I fell asleep at the wheel, yes

I took my eyes off the road

Searching for something to feel, yeah

I disrespected the code

I wasn't trying to hurt you, yeah

Though this is just what I've done

Choosing a vice over virtue

I don't know who I've become

And it's so heavy, heavy

I tell you, "I'm fine"

But this burden of mine so heavy, heavy

Full to the hilt with all of the guilt

So heavy, heavy

Being contrite

Still don't make it light

So heavy, heavy, heavy

I could never afford my actions and excuse

Sleep with these regrets all night

And you've been more than patient

Won't dare to refute

Shameful how I've crossed these lines

My days have been longer

I could beat myself

I guess I do deserve

To chisel the walls you'll build again

'Cause I've burnt our ship to dirt

And it's so heavy, heavy

I tell you, "I'm fine"

But this burden of mine so heavy, heavy

Full to the hilt with all of the guilt

So heavy, heavy

Being contrite

Still don't make it light

So heavy, heavy, heavy

And it's so heavy, heavy

I tell you, "I'm fine"

But this burden of mine so heavy, heavy

Full to the hilt with all of the guilt

So heavy, heavy, yeah

Being contrite

Still don't make it light

So heavy, heavy, heavy

I'll understand if you hate me

Promise I'd cradle your heart (cradle your heart)

If there's a chance in a million

I'll put my ego aside (ego aside)

'Cause honestly, I've been empty

You're what's missing, and I know

Another go at together

I'd pledge to forevermore