End Of The Slope

It follows me wherever I go

Regrets pile up like skeletons

I wish I could forget

But memories are toxic

How long can I carry this weight?

This guilt and shame

They suffocate me

Wandering in the Black and cold

I'm searching for a way to cope

Scared about the end of this slope

When all I have is fear and hope

Wandering, forever in chains

Those shadows dance, they mock my pain

In my own hell, nothing to gain

Screaming out loud, but all in vain

The ache of my heart cannot be soothed

I'm stuck in a cycle

That cannot be broken with tears

Repeating the same patterns

Over and over again

That's so frustrating

Knowing exactly what comes next

I'm unable to change the outcome

It follows me wherever I go

Regrets pile up like skeletons

I wish I could forget

But memories are toxic

How long will I carry this weight?

Wandering in the Black and cold

I'm searching for a way to cope

Scared about the end of this slope

When all I have is fear and hope

Wandering, forever in chains

Those shadows dance, they mock my pain

In my own hell, nothing to gain

Screaming out loud, but all in vain

Haunted by souvenirs that never grow old

It's so frustrating, I know exactly what comes next

But when will I learn the lesson?

Repeating the same patterns

This guilt and shame

They suffocate me

Over and over again