Heaven Closes Doors

I'm tryna be a better man, but I don't know how

I'm tryna stand up, but it's so lovely on the ground

And every departure is a pill I can't digest

So I'm picking up the rubble just to see what all is left

There's a hole in my heart

And it's shaped like you

Feel like I'm falling apart

But something's pulling me through

Yeah, we were riding the ride just to see where it goes

The highest of highs met the lowest of lows

There's no point in trying to change where the wind blows

Heaven closes doors just to open a window

I'm tryna find some better luck on the cusp of a breakdown

And I hear that everything that's gone comes back, like life is some merry-go-round

And every departure is a pill I can't digest

So I'll wrestle with the rubble just to see if I've got anything left

There's a hole in my heart

And it's shaped like you

Feel like I'm falling apart

But something's pulling me through

Yeah, we were riding the ride just to see where it goes

The highest of highs met the lowest of lows

There's no point in trying to change where the wind blows

Heaven closes doors just to open a window

Heaven closes doors just to open a window

Up till it goes back down

Seems like the slightest course correction or change of the direction

Fizzles me out

What goes up

Comes back around

I've been so blinded by the changes

And hiding from the placement of now, now, now

There's a hole in my heart

And it's shaped like you

Feel like I'm falling apart

But something's pulling me through

Yeah, we were riding the ride just to see where it goes

The highest of highs met the lowest of lows

There's no point in trying to change where the wind blows

Heaven closes doors just to open a window