Soundtrack

I'm always on the verge

I'm always about to start

Am I testing it on the edge

Or is it just here in my head?

Could it happen this time?

I see faces this time

I hear voices

I pass out

And this soundtrack in my head

Leading me on

I run at everyone

But it's only a passing thing

The desire is real

As it seduces you

My body's aching

My head is spinning

I stand up and then...

And this soundtrack in my head

Leading me on

I pierce my thoughts with an empty stare

My guide to hell and back

This fucking imitation crap

The empty bottles

The empty pills

He knew it too and still

And this soundtrack in my head

Leading me on and on