Something

Talk to me for a sec' about the things to reflect

I used to be in love with her back when I was younger

Time away from her suppressed my mind's hunger

And in between the over-dialed number and times I heard from her

When convenience came, more than extinguished things

I realized I was good when she needed things

And she would vanish off the planet when her seasons changed

Leave my heart feeling coatless in the freezing rain

Sending letters to my residence, tryna explain

Why she had to go

Like there was something she was hiding, I had to know

Hidden between a bunch of commas and passive codes

About her dreams being stretched

She couldn't find a meaning, it was too complex

Saying we couldn't be together, but she love me to death

And I should move on and not covet the stress

Can't say that I don't miss her, 'cause I love her to death

But she'd never hear those words if I hover my breath

I guess

Lose my mind to the memory of you

Makes me think of all the shit we been through

Lose my mind to the thought of you

Of you

We used to cut school, skip class for that extra lunch

Get out of school, meet the summer and still keep in touch

Rummaging through these old photographs of us

Reminds me of who you were, so I speak you up

It's been a long time coming, so I wrote a joint for you

In memory of your physical frame, staring at Po

Like damn, you and Mike look the same

Since you been gone, fami-lam, ain't too much changed

Except Bronson's name, but Jefferson's the same

A bunch of youngins starving for a taste of fame

Fiends put they lives on the line for 'caine

We do it to ourselves but won't take the blame

It's like man becomes a master to remain a slave

And his family gets to mourn him while he lays in the grave

And his kids grow up without a father to praise, a sad truth

And that's why I had to stare at your casket obtuse

Lose my mind to the memory of you

Makes me think of all the shit we been through

Lose my mind to the thought of you

Of you

There's something, something