Pain In My Chest

I'm alive

But I'll admit that I'm terrified

I was only tryna live my life

Now my heart is heavy, heavy

Why's my body in fight or flight?

I'm in the shop and the lights go bright

It isn't meant to do that right?

Well it does for me, maybe not for you

Is it hot in here?

There's a whisper in my ear

Now I see my biggest fears

And I don't mean to sound dramatic

But I think I'm dead, feels like I'm dying

Oh, oh dear

I need the air in my lungs to appear

And the shop goes black

Spiders in my path

Oh oh no, I'm living with a parasite

Swarming inside, taking over my mind

These thoughts are killing me

My puzzle has a missing piece

Every note in my head, plays out of tune

Red, hot, burning, my body's consumed

The outside world will tell you that I'm fine

But I'm living with a parasite

Oh woah, I'm living with a parasite

There's a part of me

Where hormones and anxiety

Dance like puppets on string

The chaos they're sculpting, it's leaving me sulking

Somebody pass me some medicine

All of my dead friendships

The no can dos and why did yous

Thoughts overwhelming my senses

My trauma is tightening the noose

ANXIETY

Echoes of break-ups, ruining my night

Who is this guest at my house

Cut them up and rip them out

Parasites

Swarming inside, taking over my mind

These thoughts are killing me

My puzzle has a missing piece

Every note in my head, plays out of tune

Red, hot, burning, my body's consumed

The outside world will tell you that I'm fine

But I'm living with a parasite

Oh woah, I'm living with a parasite

But I'm living with a parasite

Oh woah, I'm living with a parasite

Swarming inside, taking over my mind

These thoughts are killing me

My puzzle has a missing piece

This pain in my chest

Beating me up

From my toes to my head

It's tearing me up

The outside world will tell you that I'm fine

But I'm living with a parasite

Oh woah, I'm living with a parasite

But I'm living with a parasite

Oh woah, I'm living with a parasite