Guy Fawkes Tesco Dissociation

I can't be fun to be around, when I'm not there I hit fast forward

Can't remember where I've been since fireworks across the street

And when I try it's supermarket lights, you held me by the freezer

And then nothing till your doormat slipping underneath my feet

When I push harder something stops me like a forcefield, like a membrane

Like two North Poles, like two train doors closing freezer food inside

But I can see you through the window telling me or telling my brain

It's not broken, it's my body telling me to run and hide

But it is not me there, it's someone wearing my hair

Telling you I'm okay and I'll be back soon

But I'm not even anywhere, it's so fucking unfair

They've done this and they still sleep in our room

When there's nothing in my head but the screaming

Got nothing left to dread but my leaving

The tub fills with my blood, hits the ceiling

I won't act but it's all that I'm dreaming

I can't be anyone at all so let me skip to the next chapter

Find connection next to true self, something larger than my life

Where fireworks can't reach me and the supermarkets greet me

Where potatoes make the faces smiling warmth from deep inside

The deep freeze freezer, you'll see me there with my breathing regulated

Compensated and forgiving for all injuries I find

With my eye movement, I'll see you dent cans just for to get the discount

We can rewind and un-dent, reprocess and desensitise

But now it's not me there, it's someone wearing my hair

Telling you I'm okay and I'll be back soon

But I'm not even anywhere, it's so fucking unfair

They've done this and they still sleep in our room

When there's nothing in my head but the screaming

Got nothing left to dread but my leaving

The tub fills with my blood, hits the ceiling

I won't act but it's all that I'm dreaming

There's nothing in my head but the screaming

Nothing in my head

Got nothing left to dread but my leaving

Nothing in my head

The tub fills with my blood, hits the ceiling

The tub fills with my blood

I won't act but it's all that I'm dreaming