Tommy Boy

Chris Bianchi

 

Jun 15, 2024, 4:13 PM (4 days ago)

 

to me

(Tommy Boy)

Look what you made me do?

I can’t believe that I came from you.

My only comfort is sleep. When I’m sleeping I assimilate the darkness and become nothing.

(Chorus 2X)

What up Tommy boy, I'm about to blow up big!

You will see me rock the microphone and say, "Hey that's my kid"

Fuck do you mean?

Bastard's blood runs through my veins and genetics.

Why does it seem?

Like I'm a waste of space and nobody gets the message!

I wish I didn’t think about it!

You fucked me up with your cruel and callous

Bullshit. Now anything that you say.. isn’t valid.

I’ve been locked inside this mental prison.. for long enough. It was detrimental, but I’ve risen.. so far above…

MY HAUNTED PAST!!

I'm still as fragile as glass. How much longer must this torment LAST?!?!?!

Why does it never go away?!

(Repeat chorus)

Hey dad..your son is alive and well.

Not that you care about it, but I'm still breathing. No thanks to you.

I wonder if you ever think of me and how it could've been?

Too bad it's a day too late!

One day, you’ll be alone and regret not being there. You’ll regret the birthdays and holidays that were never shared. You’ll regret not watching me grow up and being in my life. You’ll regret EVERYTHING and by then, it will be too late.

I look forward to the day

when you’re old and grey.

You’ll ask me for forgiveness

And this.. is what I will say…

How can I forgive you if I can’t forget what the fuck you did to me?

After that I’ll walk away while you slowly decay.