Fake Reality

I feel like i’m falling in and out of love

hurt too much im giving up, stopped taking drugs

drink this pain away but i can’t drink enough

even when the rain falls, sun still showing up

too much in my head i feel the pressure building

i can’t find nobody who relates my mom just says im different

i don’t want fake love but even then it keeps me reminiscing

wonder if i lost it all or maybe i just never had it

sometimes i feel life is all a lie and i just cannot stand it

other times i see it beautiful but know its all imagined

walking on this road and im alone nobody gets the message

things can only make me feel some way if im the one to let it

try to keep myself together really getting hard to manage

shroom trip helped me see the truth i know that nothings everlasting

wonder when i lost myself and why is it i haven’t found it

looking back i know i caused it all still wonder how it happened

who’s the person who i thought i was this world it keeps me trapped in

looking back i see all the tears fall but ain’t know why she saddened

disappear didn’t reappear i guess it’s just some faulty magic

im the one to blame for everything then lay me in a casket

hope that you just see me as i am but who’s to say you haven’t

maybe i’m the one who has been blinded whole time i been wrong

hard to lay my head to rest these dreams i dream ain’t even mine

i’m fighting back and forth cus im just tryna get some peace of mind

im falling down an empty hole im losing track of all the time

i know i gotta make a change a bird has gotta fall to fly

trust me im falling

trust me im-

trust me im falling