Saw Ur Mom At the Grocery Store

I saw your mom at the grocery store

She texted me afterwords

I felt like falling to the floor

She said miss you hope you’re doing well

I wish we saw you more

And I knew that was a lie

'Cause you haven’t talked to me in at least six months

I thought that I was healed but now I’m open like a cut

'Cause I saw your mom at the grocery store

And she asked me how I was

I should have told her the truth

That I don’t know who I am after you

That I can’t stand looking at that fucking pair of shoes I used to wear with you

Or the pictures that I framed of you

Oh I feel like I’m split in two

But I asked about your sister

Instead

'Cause that’s what nice girls do

Driving home the roads all look the same to me

I pass your house and block out all the memories

And I don’t miss you I don’t wish you well

I wish you felt what I had felt

She has your eyes she looks like you

I should have told her the truth

That I don’t know who I am after you

That I can’t stand looking at that fucking pair of shoes I used to wear with you

Or the pictures that I framed of you

Oh I feel like I’m split in two

I should have let her know

That I deleted all the playlists in my phone

Cus everytime that song plays I just wanna call you

So I meditate now

But the silence is almost just as loud, ooh

I feel like I’m split in two

But I asked about your sister

Oh, I asked about your sister

I should have told her the truth

I’ve been terrified for months of seeing you

Every white car makes my heart stop

I cut my hair

I meditate

Everything but change my name, oh I

I’ll never be the

Same