Still not quite convinced I really do exist
I always start and end in the same spot
Just when you might have thought
I'm doing fine, I'm not
I swear I just read the vibes right
Clearly, you're not down with my enthusiastic bullshit
When you're with your drug friends
Watch me tone it down a notch
I cut down on the talk
And be right where you want me
If I ever find myself
I'd stay out of my motherfucking way
Malleable and shapeless
I sway the conversation
Line by line, I turn it into math
Never been good at that
So I'll stick to a laugh
Maybe try out a safe joke
If I ever find myself I'd say
If I ever find myself I'd say
"I can smell your room strictly from your exhale"
"You think you're so cool but leave out certain details"
I feel my heart stop beating
I'm done this time
I mean it
I know myself like no one else
And I hate every second
Just like
Just like
Just like paranoia but I'm always right
