A Quiet Life

WILL I ALWAYS FEEL THIS WAY?/ THAT I NEED SOMEWHERE TO HIDE?/ EVERY SINGLE TIME l'VE TRIED TO FIND A WAY TO SURVIVE/ THERE'S NO USE IN CRYING OUT, WHEN YOU'VE BEEN TAUGHT TO ONLY DOUBT EVERY THOUGHT INSIDE/ SWALLOWING EVERYTHING, EVERY BITTER SHINE/ TIME AND SILENCE/ QUIET VIOLENT EYES/ PRIMAL HUMAN LANGUAGE DARKLY BLOOMING IN ME/ EVERY SINGLE TIME l'VE TRIED TO FIND A WAY TO SURVIVE/ THERE'S NO USE IN BLEEDING OUT EVERY THOUGHT INSIDE/ SWALLOWING EVERYTHING, EVERY BITTER DROP/ ENDLESS DARK, BE MY GUIDE/ I CANNOT ACCEPT THIS LIFE/ THE KNOWLEDGE TO SUFFER/ CYNICAL HARSH TAKES/ FAKE SMILES AND HANDSHAKES/ NOTHING ON MY MIND/ EVERYTHING IS FINE/ EVERYTHING IS FINE