Reflection Freestyle

Sometimes I often think about the days I use to fuck up

Pocket full of pingers alize to fill the cup up

Spit a couple bars on instrumentals till the sun up

Never thought we'd get to here a youngin on the come up

I was 10 years old when i wrote my first rap

Inspired by the greats Eazy E and Tupac

Talkin bout some hoes and how we ride in cadlilacs

Shit I ain't know what all the meant I just know that shit slaps

So I learnt to get my flow on

Beats I use to throw on

Learnt that I could talk my shit the poetry and so on

Did it for the love I never thought I'd get my doe on

Never thought this industry was something I would grow on

But i made this shit a passion

Daily with the rappin

Dead rappers in my ear was like the genie to Aladdin

Granting every wish I fantasised what coulda happened

Young fulla with a dream like I gotta get it crackin

I was only 14 when I hit my first studio sesh

And from that moment man I had to progress

To compete with the best

With every beat i spit a verse from the chest

There aint no rapper they compare to me yet

I take the time to reflect

All the habits that I had to reject

Was getting harder for my self to neglect

I had to keep em in check

A lotta shit they ain't talked bout yet

So imma tell you bout the story in depth

Let me take you back

To where this story began

Little Jody cousin Cody and their best friend Ben

2019 when my name first rang

I wish that I could love that moment again

Cause shit got tough

I thought that all the love was enough

But through these eyes they couldn't tell I was fucked

See I was running a muck

Wouldn't catch me with no drink in my cup

Was tryna figure out a way to get up

See I was slowly on the road to becoming like my father

Daughter on the way I wish I coulda been smarter

Pressure with this music shit was tearing me apart

I had to find a better way but all my days were getting darker

Just a youngin with a passion but I ain't think that I deserved it

All my fuckin life I never thought that I was worth it

Now they pulling me up in the street wanting pictures for their peeps

Yelling out like Kobie Dee my bra you perfect

If only they knew

All the shit I had to change to see the person you do

A lot of people wouldn't last to walk a day in my shoes

See now I'm grateful for the life that I choose

I was only 21 when I had my first child

22 in rehab had to change my whole life

Now these little fullas asking me about advice

That's the reason why i gotta plant seeds when I write

See now I'm 26 and my life's a bit different

Just had a son now the change is persistent

I think about the past and how it seems so distant

But one quick mistake could take me back instant

I said I think about the past and how it seems so distant

But one quick mistake could take me back instant