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Matteo Barbi
Matteo Barbi
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Hide and seek
Running in circles
I try to see
You look right through
Wait for me
Can't face the truth
I don't wanna believe
I'm just invisible
I was so damn invisible
Every second I was in class, considerable
I confess it, all my memories of France are pitiful
I discovered I didn’t fit with the mass, so cynical
I am Casper, critical. It is something I regret
I wasn’t feeling sh** like I had nothing in my chest
Not blaming anyone ‘cause I just wasn’t at my best
Plus I know that OCD was really fuc**** with my head
So when there was a party, they just didn’t invite me
Now I’m looking at the mirror, like, “why don’t they like me”
My mom is getting worried and she’s telling me nicely
But my buddy’s coming over so she stops.
Precisely how I confuse people, make them think I’m great
I get it, you don’t wanna hang cause the kid’s so strange
I’m skitzo man, this party seems lit though, damn
In the movies this is the part where that sh** go BANG
Hide and seek
Running in circles
I try to see
You look right through
Wait for me
Can't face the truth
I don't wanna believe
I'm just invisible
Maybe I should move for university
Join my dad in Canada, travel through adversity
I remember telling my mom with a little bit of fear
And she supported my decision but was holding back the tears
“Mom I promise that I’ll visit, I’m doing this for my future
I know that not being with me is not what you’re used to
But I need a fresh start, I don’t want this sh** to end
Honestly I’ll probably make a sh** ton of friends”
Wrong again, I’ve been walking on campus by myself
4 years, kind of lonely, not to talk about my health
Disease is getting worst and truly being brutal to me
Had to wear sunglasses just to hide what it was doing to me
Sh**, so don’t you dare talk behind my back now
Shut the fu** up if you don’t know about my background
Sat down, wrote these lyrics until I passed out
They never wanted to talk, but now that I rap…wow
Hide and seek
Running in circles
I try to see
You look right through
Wait for me
Can't face the truth
I don't wanna believe
I'm just invisible
I don’t wanna believe that I’m invisible
But for them to see me, sh** I’d probably need a miracle
I discovered rap and I knew I’d reach the pinnacle
Who knew a could who didn’t speak could ever be so lyrical?
Typical, the issue was that I was lacking confidence
Now I’m realizing rap exactly did the opposite
People see me more with every track, every accomplishment
But sh** is getting weird and I’m thinking I should stop this sh**
Cause all I want is a happy life
All I want is to enjoy the dumb sh** you people like
All I want is to not be bored out my fuc**** mind
And the only way to feel better is to write a rhyme
But I’m here now, so be cautious, I approach
Died a few times, I will always be a ghost
And it’s fine, that is simply what I represent
And if a ghost goes through sh**
Well fu** it, it makes sense
Hide and seek
Running in circles
I try to see
You look right through
Wait for me
Can't face the truth
I don't wanna believe
I'm just invisible
Written by: Matteo Barbi
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