Alive

Took a long hot shower in my childhood bathroom Tryna' think like I used to then After messing with my special nerve endings I can see how things have changed It's only scary if you let it be Does it make you feel alive? Does it make you feel alive? Hey, hey Look at me, a promising young person Did I ever feel alive? It's been a while since I felt my heartbeat beating It's been a while since I've felt my age And it took me a while, but I threw that shit away I'm getting better everyday (getting better everyday) Maybe a little more afraid Does it make you feel alive? Does it make you feel alive? Hey, hey Look at me, I'm fucking up my future Did I ever feel alive? What's the point of being alive if not to bend the rules a little? All this time I wanted feeling But I ran, I ran, I ran Did I ever feel alive? 'Cause this makes me feel alive Did I ever feel alive? Did I ever feel alive? Hey, hey Look at me, I'm fucking up my future And did I ever feel alive?