Monster

Stand next to me as the highest peaks come crumbling

When you're underneath, could you get used to this suffering?

You grieve for yourself even when you're flesh and bone

You call out for help through every single dial tone

You're the monster I gave it all to

Fading farther, each day behind you

As another blade went in

The truth was clear to me and I know who I am

I'm the only cult you belong to

Taste the blood your anxiety drew

As another blade went in

I saw reality and I know who I am

So close to running away, I see the end of our failures

Behind a veil that's falling out of you, certainty's not much better

You're the monster I gave it all to

Fading farther, each day behind you

As another blade went in

The truth was clear to me and I know who I am

I'm the only cult you belong to

Taste the blood your anxiety drew

As another blade went in

I saw reality and I know who I am

All the leaves look dead to me, the clock keeps moving on

Just tell me where the bottom is in case I stay

Buried in the dirt of my grave

Laying in chains

Face down with a knife in my back

Or maybe I'll settle for a heart attack

Buried in the dirt of my grave

You're the monster I gave it all to

Fading farther, each day behind you

As another blade went in

The truth was clear to me and I know who I am

I'm the only cult you belong to

Taste the blood your anxiety drew

As another blade went in

I saw reality and I know who I am

All the leaves look dead to me, the clock keeps moving on

Just tell me where the bottom is in case I stay