Shade of Black

Losing peace losing sleep

So don't ask me how I am

Making promises making plans

But don't know if I can keep em now

Tell myself to start again tomorrow

Cause today's another write off

Feel the other side of

Undecided crushing fear

Wonder whether I can bear

Walls are closing gasp for air

But I'm still here

I get caught in the middle

I give it a lot

Get a little sad

I guess there's always been

My favourite shade of black

Somehow my head's fickle

It's good then it's not and it gets so bad

I guess there's always been my favourite shade of black

Shade of black

I'm bigger than this I'm bigger than this

That's what I tell myself

Get some distance from this hell that I've been living in

I'm better than this

I try to resist the pounding in my chest

Can't get a rest from the piece of me

That part that's keeping me

Undecided crushing fear

Wonder whether I can bear

Walls are closing gasp for air

But I'm still here

I get caught in the middle

I give it a lot

Get a little sad

I guess there's always been

My favourite shade of black

Somehow my head's fickle

It's good then it's not and it gets so bad

I guess there's always been my favourite shade of black

Shade of black

I get caught in the middle

I give it a lot

Get a little sad

I guess there's always been

My favourite shade of black

Somehow my head's fickle

It's good then it's not and it gets so bad

I guess there's always been my favourite shade of black

Shade of black