Hate How I Hurt You

When it gets loud

I seem to fold inwards

The fireflies of mine are extinguished

And I'm a jealous insubordinate wreck

And the worst part is how my mind lingers

And plays hard takes time to rekindle

Gravity and a sense of clarity

Well this is me, I hate how I hurt you

It’s me, why can’t I just put down my sword and shield

And just yield, and open my mind up

And if I'm repairing

Why does it feel like l’m burning

Everything that I hold on to

Unbreakable deja vu

I hate how I hurt you

And am I a fraud? Not heeding my own lessons

A lost car short of an engine

The compass spins until I lose my mind

It's funny how I say the same old shit like I'm a fucking therapist

Then the truth is on some nights I can't change a thing

Anxiety's a bitch but I'm the captain of my ship

And the master of my fate, I guess my head is complicated

Well this is me, I hate how I hurt you

It’s me, why can’t I just put down my sword and shield

And just yield, and open my mind up

And If I'm repairing

Why does it feel like l’m burning

Everything that I hold on to

Unbreakable deja vu

I hate how I hurt you

This is me, I hate how I hurt you

It’s me, why can't I just put down my sword and shield

And just yield, and open my mind up

And if I'm repairing

Why does it feel like l'm burning

Everything that I hold on to

Unbreakable deja vu

I hate how I hurt you

I hate how I hurt you