pain's my only home

Can you help me? I think I'm drowning And if I was, would you stay or would you go? Can you see me? Am I fading? Cuz I feel like I'm still searching for my soul It's okay for you to leave, I know I've been through it once upon a broken road Pain's my only home I've learned to be alone Fear the sea out of mystery But now the sea's where I want to be Quiet and unknown But pain's my only home Are you worth me? Cause I think I'm crazy And if I am, please feel free to walk away You don't hurt me I hurt myself And even if you killed me, I'd still feel the same It's okay for you to leave, I know I've been through it once upon a broken road Pain's my only home I've learned to be alone Fear the sea out of mystery But now the sea's where I want to be Quiet and unknown But pain's my only home Quiet and unknown But pain's my only home Quiet and unknown But pain's my only home