Glass Half Empty

All my life Been waging war in my mind Been waiting for something right Been praying for the sun to shine, whoa Apathy A friend and my enemy Another blind visionary I never cry but I bleed, whoa Tell me what does it feel like To feel anything again I know that it takes time But this never ends And I'm starting to realize The glass half empty has been Just a way to be baptised In the taste of your own medicine Don't tell mom Tell her it's just a song And tell her I'm holding on And sorry I missed her call, whoa What if this wasn't what I wanted? Can I return this life I started? 26 years and I'm exhausted I guess we're calling this an artist Tell me what does it feel like To feel anything again I know that it takes time But this never ends And I'm starting to realize The glass half empty has been Just a way to be baptised In the taste of your own medicine And I call it a cry for help But you call it a chorus But as long as these records sell I guess we just ignore it I guess we just ignore it I just hope that someday, someone would love me Tell me what does it feel like To feel anything again I know that it takes time But this never ends And I'm starting to realize The glass half empty has been Just a way to be baptised In the taste of your own medicine All my life Been waging war in my mind Been waiting for something right Been praying for the sun to shine Apathy A friend and my enemy Another blind visionary I never cry but I bleed Tell me what does it feel like To feel anything again I know that it takes time But this never ends And I'm starting to realize The glass half empty has been Just a way to be baptised In the taste of your own medicine