Matricide 8.21

Run, boy, run until your lungs give out

They are bleeding

Walk the earth with no regret

Follow your heart one step beyond the horizon

Trust me

Don't let your fears hold you back

Because life is in your hands

Where are we going, Mother?

Where do we come from?

What is the purpose of life?

I think I've gone too far

And now I feel so lost

But at the same time so alive

I crossed the very thin line

Between right and wrong

End up where pleasure is turned to pain and good men into monsters

My ego led me astray

Till I've become a ghost

And all that's left is just your voice that echoes

In my empty head, loud

Run, boy, run until your lungs give out

I never meant to hurt you

Walk the earth with no regret

I just felt this fire inside

Follow your heart one step beyond the horizon

August 21st

Don't let your fears hold you back

The day you watch me die

Sorry for making you cry

Sorry for making you grieve for me

Oh Mother, forgive me, forgive me

How could I do this to myself?

How could I do this to you

And still deserve your love?

I wish I could release you from all this sorrow

I wish I wasn't me

Wish I was never born

Yet there's this song in my head

A song about remorse

That I won't hold inside my pen 'cause it might be the last

Need you to know I'm sorry

And that I haven't forgotten

The things you told me when I was a kid, they're still here

Forever stuck in mind just like daggers through my heart

Run, boy, run until your lungs give out

Walk the earth with no regret

Follow your heart one step beyond the horizon

Don't let your fears hold you back

'Cause life is in your hands

'Cause life is in your hands

Sorry for making you cry

Sorry for making you grieve for me

Oh Mother, forgive me, forgive me

Before our fate unite

We die together and are born again

This day, August 21st, August 21st