Not Ur Fkn Fan

Been recommended by friend who sees a therapist

That I should grab a pen and paper, start to deal with this

Write down my feelings in a note and press delete so eventually I'll get past it

And for a second, yeah, I did consider being mature

I'd be the bigger man and take the route of higher roads

Could say I'm petty, but it feels a little personal

That you don't have to go and do that

This looks so one-sided

We got close, and now you're palming me off

As just some girl that got excited

By your fame and your power chords

I guess it could be worse than this

But it feels like shit

I should quit

Still I'm thinking that I gotta get it through your head

Yeah, and I swear that I'm not tryna be offensive

I'm not your fucking fan

Guess you couldn't care any less

You're over it so quick

Still I'm thinking that I gotta make it make sense

Need you to know that I'm not your fucking fan

I thought I was your fucking friend or something more

Don't want your setlist or your pick, and you can keep your autograph

You're great with your guitar, but as person you lack

The basic decency to show me some respect

How could you not even do that?

I'll never get it how I couldn't see it coming

Was there an ego you had that I completely dismissed

Everything we built you disregarded

No one knows you're the one who sent the first DM

Let's make sure the story's clear

We got close, but you won't admit

Won't let a girl hurt your career, but

You felt something and I'm sure of it

Right?

It could be worse than this

But it feels like shit

I should quit

Still I'm thinking that I gotta get it through your head

Yeah, and I swear that I'm not tryna be offensive

I'm not your fucking fan

Guess you couldn't care any less

You're over it so quick

Still I'm thinking that I gotta make it make sense

Need you to know that I'm not your fucking fan

I thought I was your fucking friend or something more

I shouldn't have to tell you at all

Back-row resider is my default

Not your roadie, is that what you thought?

Life on a bus seems super hardcore though

I shouldn't need to write this at all

How did you decide that you've got no faults?

Not your groupie, not a diehard

Oh, I just need you to know

I guess it could be worse than this

But it feels like shit

I should quit

Still I'm thinking that I gotta get it through your head

Yeah, and I swear that I'm not tryna be offensive

I'm not your fucking fan

Guess you couldn't care any less

You're over it so quick

Still I'm thinking that I gotta make it make sense

Need you to know that I'm not your fucking fan

I thought I was your fucking friend or something more