Peaceful Chaos

PEACEFUL CHAOS

Tried to teach a storm to be calm it’s irrelevant

Tryna tell this river to flow it’s irreverent

Tryna turn to water what is wine, that’s a felony

People tryna paint me as the problem, it’s never them

So what if it don’t work out

So what if I don’t start now?

So what if I can’t pay bill an I lose my job and the house burnt down?

What if I spend my life, always tryna be right?

What if shit goes left?

I could be raised right, it could all go wrong

Even Jesus wept.

Hidden hills, where we at?

No phone, no way back

Too gone to react,

No car no plan that’s a pact

I just wanna live my life in chaos

Live life in chaos

I just wanna live my life in chaos

Live life in chaos

Yeah, see

Once upon a time in a dream I found a way out

Just focus on your grind

Till it leads to your pay out

Mama had a dream

Now she bleeds in regret

But that’s okay I grew up and I demand some respect

Cus it’s been me against the world

Me against the caging expectations of the girl

Everybody’s looking for a mother and a wife

But I’d rather be that bitch

That ain’t nothing like your type

Cos you know nothing about my strife

I fuck the world and raise a riot

Raised by my demons

So no one’s scarier than I am

Praise to the divine

Cos the moon gives me guidance

So pray for your grace

Cos this feline is a problem

And you can never solve it.

So what if it don’t work out?

What if you **** was right?

Doesn’t sit right with me

So I put fight in me

Then I put light in me

Cos I gotta make my peace

So I can live this self

While I take up my dreams

I just wanna live my life in chaos

Live life in chaos

I just wanna live my life in chaos

Live life in chaos