I'm Still Fine

Sometimes I feel like I can't feel This isn't real, I should be hurting I was alone, I was a song Music and bone, God's perfect wording And could the people understand this? I'm as bruised as a used up canvas I'm awfully nice but I'm cold as ice I've been through hell but I'll be alright People here living it up, I think they're blind I think they're out of their minds Not one of them has had this God's not giving me up, no, I'm just fine It's just a matter of time Though I don't feel my sadness I know it should be there, maybe I'm too tired to care But I'm still fine I'm on display, I've lost my way Oh God, I pray, let this pass over I lost the note, I rocked the boat I've even choked, I lost my composure People here living it up, I think they're blind I think they're out of their minds Not one of them has had this God's not giving me up, no, I'm just fine It's just a matter of time Though I can't feel my sadness I know it should be there, maybe I'm too tired to care Maybe I've been giving my love and all my time Yeah, yeah, know I'm stronger in the long run Oh, but father, I'm afraid you picked the wrong one People here living it up, I think they're blind I think they're out of their minds Not one of them has had this God's not giving me up, no, I'm just fine It's just a matter of time Though I can't feel my sadness I know it should be there, maybe I'm too tired to care Maybe I've been giving my love and all my time Oh, I know I should be scared, maybe I'm too tired to care But still I'm fine, oh, oh, I'm still fine