Fragile

The steps outside of my apartment

The aisles in the back of target

I don't feel safe anywhere anymore

Thanks to you

My sense of self is so self-conscious

I'm pretty sure that's what you wanted

I'm just a shell of who I was before

What you put me through

Doesn't matter that i fought my way out

I guess you're just a part of me now

I hate that you made me fucking fragile

Scared at any moment I'll unravel

Couldn't fit my feelings in a castle

When all I wanna do is lock them in

I wish that I could be a little stronger

Power through the pain a little longer

Right on time I fall apart like clockwork

Crying out in public like a kid

I hate that you made me like this

I'm canceling on all my best friends

I'm gaining weight & losing confidence

4 sizes bigger than i was before

Thanks to you

To say that you destroyed my twenties

Is the understatement of the century

Cuz u shut me down 18 months

Drew the blinds in my room

I hate that you made me fucking fragile

Scared at any moment I'll unravel

Couldn't fit my feelings in a castle

When all I wanna do is lock them in

I wish that I could be a little stronger

Power through the pain a little longer

Right on time I fall apart like clockwork

Crying out in public like a kid

I hate that you made me like this

Ooh, ooh, ooh

I hate that you made me like this

Ooh, ooh, ooh

I hate that you made me so

Terrified of panicking everywhere that I go

Overthinking everything & scared to be alone

You still ruin everything you're with me everywhere I go

Leave me alone

I hate that you made me fucking fragile

Scared at any moment I'll unravel

Couldn't fit my feelings in a castle

When all I wanna do is lock them in

I hate that you made me like this