If Only

Walked me home in the morning

You kissed me

Stood on the pavement and asked me

If I had a good time too

Shared both sides of your bed

I could have melted right there every time that you checked in

Asked me if this feels good

If only that were case, it'd be so sweet

I'd say "he's lovely" and not carry around the weight of you

Walked home all by myself with a torch on

Greeted the sun as she came up

Scrubbed till my skin turned blue

Stained with the shape of your lips

Places no one else'd ever been

I was naked, but I think you barely knew

Holding me, 'cause anything's better than lonely

I don't think you could have shown me

Colours that were more true

And you hang me around your neck

'Cause, darling, I'm your best kept

Darling, I'm your best kept, mmm

And I'll take this to both our graves

'Cause I'm so ashamed of it

Oh, I'm so ashamed of it

But you're not ashamed of it

Make my bed every morning

I take myself for a walk and I hope that one day I'll forget you