These Lies

I'm not gonna lie to you anymore After these lies, then no more I never really loved you at all So just walk away and don't ever call Your kiss, it never brought me to my knees I didn't ache for you 'til my heart would cease And time, it never slowed down over us When you were here with me, it was never thus Ooh, and my hand never dials up your number And it's not like I want you to wonder If I'm lost and I'm thinking of you 'Cause yes, I am fine, and I'm finally clearer To understand what it is to be nearer And that love is just pain in reverse And all these lies are mine And they're the only thing that's fine And the only way I'll wear this for now 'Cause when we meet again You won't see it in me then 'Cause I've buried it in all that you're not And so all I've got are lies for you even now They're all carved in me, in the dust somehow So when I say I never felt the garden burst into life When I looked at you, well, it must be true 'Cause I've told myself a million times who you weren't So I can finally forget who you were 'Cause if who you are is everything and I missed it How could I live now like some counterfeit? Ooh, and my hand never dials up your number And it's not like I want you to wonder If I'm lost and I'm thinking of you 'Cause, yes, I am fine, and I'm finally clearer To understand what it is to be nearer And that love is just pain in reverse And all these lies are mine And they're the only thing that's fine And the only way I'll wear this for now And when we meet again You won't see it in me then 'Cause I've buried it in all that you're not I'm not gonna lie to you anymore After these lies, then no more