What I Want (feat. Malcolm Jamal Warner)

I do what I want, and I love it right

Say I always rush, only fuck to fight

Hurt my own feelings, what the hell is wrong with me?

I'm so scared, being alone, I dont wanna leave

Love is my religion, drowning in mistakes

Love is made for sinners, I just loved to finish

Better off this way, I know what it takes to fall in love

I gotta lose myself,

Hurt myself,

Lie to myself,

To love you

Gotta lose myself,

Hurt myself,

Lie to myself,

To love you, love you

Lose myself

To love you , love you

Lose myself

To love you, love you

I do what I want, and I love it right

Say I always rush, only fuck to fight

Hurt my own feelings, what the hell is wrong with me?

I'm so scared, being alone, I dont wanna leave

I do what I want, and I love it right

Say I always rush, only fuck to fight

Hurt my own feelings, what the hell is wrong with me? I

I'm so scared, being alone, I dont wanna leave

And I still hate to involve my all

You claimed you were too pained

With pains of ex-lover's fangs

Buried deep into your mind frame of emotional independence

So my game was to give you emotional independence,

And on the brink of attaining emotional independence,

you wanna cling again

Sabotage this soul-stirring,

Toe-curling,

Beautifully unnamed thing again

And you know what it's gonna be after I flee

Me writing another heartbreak love song,

And you sing again through tears of lack on your back at night

Tending to self-pleasure that can't exactly measure up to the real thing

While my lonely days will be spent in a smoke-filled haze,

Drowning my liver, in D'usse

Trying to numb the heartache that you say you don't want,

So no,

don't tell me you love me

Your screams and convulsions are enough

Your whimpers and sighs through closed eyes are all I need to hear

Anything more feeds my fears of what we could never be,

So please, don't tell me

Don't tell me you love me

Just love me

What the hell is wrong with me

I'm so scared of feeling alone

I don't wanna leave