Apparition

Three years ago

I came home

Living in shadows

 Had grown old

Giving my whole heart

feels heavier now

To stay in this place

Don't know how

  How to breathe

Under the sea

 Am I losing myself?

Or finally free?

 

Tell me your secrets

 Every night

I'm pulling you closer

When we fight

This strange apparition

 In my heart

Feels like it's tearing

Me apart, all over again

Yet it’s healing from within

This secret garden I’d hoped to find

Now I know it’s always been mine